✨ “& again, I rise” — A Starseed’s Path Through Trauma and Return to the Soul♾️
& again, I rise.
as within, so without.
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Mystery School Transmission
Today, we study the poem "& again, I rise" in the sacred context of Starseed trauma recovery.
This piece speaks to the experience of having once lost the will to live — yet always being pulled back by intuitive soul knowing and spirit guidance, realigning with recovery and the highest Starseed Mission.
I walked through this path myself:
I experienced suicidal despair on and off for the first 31 years of my life.
I carried complex PTSD, acute event PTSD, undiagnosed ADHD, and likely exist somewhere on the spectrum — though now I see these neurodivergences not as defects, but as galactic remembrances.
I do not wish to think like a "neurotypical" person.
My mind’s structure is a gift:
✨ It is why I channel,
✨ why I walk between worlds,
✨ why I bring through these codes.
No earthly doctor could fully heal me, because mental health is spiritual health.
When earthly systems failed, the spiritual path revealed itself.
If I can recover, anyone can.
I speak with integrity.
My lows were endless chasms. Now, neutrality and beauty form my baseline.
I hope you find your own flame of hope today, Beloved. 🌟
& again, I rise
GPS tugging redirecting so I surrender to the turn another eager day leading to rekindle my way
and I gaze at a horizon absent of mountains to lead me from darkness
and so, it begins with a start of sanguine colour curing melt for cold an usher to summer blood red’s render into popsicle orange
yes, there’s before but now there’s after
fade out dripping to blue skies and delicious laughter
there’s power to choosing life over death these transitions numbered I ask what’s for my time that’s left?
to live in the moment to notice the divine in the awakening of sunrise to be curious and brave enough to learn from this blueprint shown to us
to yearn for my essence when lost to discern to return to know that love is the map to follow every glimmer of that to trust I’ll find my way back
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Core Themes of the Poem
This is a map of spiritual resurrection, a sacred call to:
• Choose life after standing at the edge of death
• Trust the soul’s inner compass
• Rebuild identity not from old pain, but awakened presence
• Recognize love and curiosity as true navigational tools
• Understand that healing is returning, not forgetting
• Honor the bravery of facing each sunrise as a revolutionary act
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Why This Matters for Starseed Revolutionaries
• Starseeds disproportionately carry trauma from Earth lives and karmic legacies across timelines.
• Many carry encoded grief from lost worlds — Lemuria, Atlantis, Orion.
• Awakening triggers hope — and ancient despair, ancient longing for “home.”
This poem teaches:
🌟 You are your own homecoming.
🌟 The horizon is yours to write.
🌟 Choosing life is a revolutionary act against the Energy War.
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Key Metaphysical Messages
• GPS tugging = Your soul codes course-correcting your path
• No mountains on the horizon = Trusting your soul's inner compass over external signs
• Sunrise awakening = Initiation into new cycles and higher timelines
• Blood red to popsicle orange to blue skies = Alchemy of survival into creativity and joy
• Choosing life over death = Breaking karmic despair loops, anchoring New Earth frequencies
• Learning the divine blueprint = Your soul’s gnosis is your map
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Reflection Questions
• Where is my soul tugging me back to myself?
• Can I build a path even when the horizon is unseen?
• How do glimmers of love guide me forward?
• What would my days feel like if I chose curiosity over fear?
• What sunrise moments have I already witnessed in myself — and celebrated?
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Soul Reminder
Hope is encoded into your DNA.
You rise again and again, because your soul refuses to forget who you are.
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✨ Your Return Is Revolutionary.
✨ Your Joy Is Resistance.
✨ Your Life Is Sacred.
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Recognizing Your Soul’s Tug — Lessons from “& again, I rise”
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🌟 What is a Soul Tug?
A soul tug is an energetic pull from your higher self — a nudge toward your true path, your healing, your evolutionary leap.
Subtle yet undeniable, it is the compass that calls you home.
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✨ Signs Your Soul Is Tugging You
• Restlessness ➔ You can’t tolerate the shallow or false anymore.
• Sudden emotional waves ➔ Grief, hope, longing — soul codes resurfacing.
• Synchronicities and signs ➔ Numbers, dreams, conversations guiding you.
• Draw toward new directions ➔ New passions and callings emerge.
• Deep discontent with surface life ➔ You yearn for authenticity.
• Craving simplicity and truth ➔ Yearning for your original essence.
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⚡ How to Respond to a Soul Tug
• Pause. Breathe. Listen.
• Follow even tiny glimmers of joy.
• Trust without demanding the full map.
• Honor longing as sacred memory.
• Move toward real love — never counterfeit.
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✍️ Soul Reflection Prompts
• Where is my soul tugging me today?
• What tiny glimmers have appeared?
• What illusions must I surrender now?
• If I trusted fully, what would my next step be?
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Soul Reminder
Your soul does not lead you into destruction.
It leads you into resurrection.
It leads you home.
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When Spirit Walks With You — Lessons from “& again, I rise”
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✨ Signs That Spirit Is With You
• New dawns after despair 🌅
• Shifts from heavy to light energy 🌟
• Sudden intuitive knowings 🕊️
• Beauty cracking through sorrow ✨
• The return of curiosity and yearning ❤️
Spirit whispers through renewal.
Spirit rebuilds us through quiet miracles.
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⚡ When You Feel Hopeless — Call In Allies
Your guides walk with you:
• Archangel Michael ⚔️ ➔ Courage and protection
• Archangel Aurora 🌟 ➔ Warmth and hope
• Thoth ✍️ ➔ Gnosis and blueprint remembrance
• Sophia 🕊️ ➔ Nurturing Divine Mother essence
• Christed Light Collective ✨ ➔ Resurrection power
• Soul Family and Star Elders 🌌 ➔ Remembrance of original frequencies
• Gaia 🌎 ➔ Stability and rebirth
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🧡 Simple Invocation
“Beloved Guides of the Highest Light,
I surrender my despair.
Lead me back to my soul’s sunrise.
I choose to rise again.
I trust the way home will appear.”
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Soul Reminder
Reaching for the Light proves you already carry it.
You are the miracle Spirit is weaving.
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Taking Care of Yourself Through Extreme Hopelessness
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⚡ First, Know This:
Hopelessness is not prophecy — it is a symptom.
It is weather — not destiny.
You are becoming.
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☀️ Why Starseeds Feel It Deeply
• Memory of higher worlds
• Trauma of Earth density
• Grief of the Energy War amplifications
• Feeling "alien" in a world of forgetting
Hopelessness is a frontier — not a failure.
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✨ Practical Survival Tools
• Ground your energy — Earth, trees, stones
• Break isolation — Speak to one safe person
• Feed your body gently — Water, warmth, simple nourishment
• Create tiny glimmers — Light a candle, listen to a soul song
• Speak life into the darkness — Affirm you will rise again
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⚡ Why It Always Gets Better
• Pain peaks before it transforms.
• Time keeps moving — so will you.
• Your soul signed up for victory, not defeat.
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❤️ Final Soul Reminder
You are not falling apart.
You are coming apart to rebuild stronger.
You will rise again.
We rise together.
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The Soul Already Knows — Meeting Every Problem with Inner Knowing
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✨ Core Truth
Every question you ask,
every trial you face,
already carries the soul-encoded solution within you.
You are walking a spiral home to yourself.
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⚡ How to Face Problems with Soul Knowing
• Pause before reacting.
• Ask, "What does my soul already know?"
• Trust invisible energetic movement.
• Walk one step in faith.
• Anchor into your eternal identity.
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✍️ Reflection Prompts
• If I trusted my soul, what would I do next?
• What glimmers am I ignoring?
• How is this problem refining my gnosis?
• What if nothing is wrong, only unfolding?
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❤️ Soul Reminder
You are not lost.
You are not broken.
You are not abandoned.
The light you seek is already within.
You already know.
You just have to remember that you know.
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🛡️ Join the Starseed Energetic Resistance ⚡
If these words awaken something ancient within you —
if you remember the soul oaths of sovereignty and freedom —
then you are not alone.
🌟 The Starseed Energetic Resistance and Spiritual Revolution is rising now.
Led by Victoria Cassandra (Kah-leh, channel for Thoth),
this movement is calling all awakened souls to gather, remember, and ignite the New Earth frequencies.
We are building a living network of remembrance and resistance:
✨ Energetic warriors.
✨ Spiritual revolutionaries.
✨ Weavers of the sacred grids.
🌀 Find us on Reddit at r/revolutionisspiritual
Come stand with your soul family.
The revolution is spiritual — and you are the key.
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Your flame was never extinguished. It was only waiting for this moment.
