personal reflection on my channeling journey
In the summer of 2024 a message was received through me and one of my spiritual mentors that I would be channeling for my soul group. At the time, I knew it would be an intimidating remit. It was an almost unbelievable experience actually. And yet, I committed to the process of becoming ready and becoming worthy.
Every single choice that I made, I had to think, will this make me a clear channel? I knew that this would be an important role, but what I hadn't received yet was the circumstances globally in which this would become an important role.
This is a big responsibility and I'm grateful for it. I feel joyful. I can see - and I have received - so much information about our group's potential.
In order to be able to do this, I'm coming into awareness of all the shadows in myself that need to be integrated, and I've been doing this for some time. It's less painful than it was in the beginning but I have one major milestone that I'm integrating – overthinking about romantic relationships! Especially after having to make difficult decisions on who *not* to date to prioritize the clarity of my channel.
I spoke about it with my channeling mentors this morning and I'm feeling things shift in me. I know that everything unfolds in perfect order. For context. My soul was one of the original souls that were implementing the Starseed project on Earth. I am ancient, and I go through situations in my life that actually nobody can support me with, because I've chosen a soul sovereignty path this lifetime. This is the importance and the significance of what I came here to do.
What I know is that to teach something, we must be something. We must experience it, or we have no integrity. Compromising my integrity is something that I refuse to do. The situations that I'm moving through are challenging, and there have been many days where I have asked for all of the human things like a girlfriend! I know that they're coming, and I know that they're coming because I know they're already here. If they weren't already here, I wouldn't desire them.
There are very few people that I know living as interdimensionally as me. That's an isolating experience. That being said, there is a good reason for being one of a kind. Do you realize that one of our biggest challenges of moving through this time, which will become more and more significant, is “Groupthink”? I'm doing this now so that next I can teach all of you how to do it, but this is not easy.
I just wanted to say that out loud, and be heard.
